Dear Zizz

07Dec07

Last night was fantastic, in so many ways. I liked where your head was at, I loved where my head was at, especially when it was between your thighs. I want to sum up the game plan we laid out last night, just so that we remember as many of the wonderful thoughts as we can.

Regarding the complicated situation: we get all paperwork ready to file, then hold off for as long as we are getting along. We will live by all the stipulations, financial and otherwise arrived at during mediation. Neither of us will consider ourselves to be “married” or refer to “husband” and “wife” other than in the legal sense of the word. We will maintain our separate but co-joined living space, maintain our privacy, our independence. We are monogamous, or chaste, as the case may be. We continue to act in the best interests of Lovely, of course. I continue to work on me. My head. Continue to identify my “hot buttons,” and eliminate, mitigate, or confront them.

By doing these things, and acting in these ways, with honor, and integrity, by rediscovering the man you married again, and improving him, I will meet and exceed your expectations, which was what I set out to do.

Regarding the evening:

The sexiest thing you said last night, my sexy sexy darling was “in me in me in me.”

The thing that touched me the most was allowing me, trusting me, leaning into me at your saddest, vulnerable moment.

The hottest thing you did last night was show me your fresh pussy, your smooth, wet, juicy center.

The naughtiest thing you did last night was keep me up till 4am.

The bravest thing you did was everything.

I really deserved ALL of it.

You deserve even more.

Thank you for reading this. Thank you for letting me keep this blog. Thank you.

Have a great weekend with the girls, don’t do anything I wouldn’t do. Whatever that is…

I really hope that was not the last time we ever fuck, but by god, I don’t think either of us will forget that one, if it was.


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  1. 1 Zizz on December 8, 2007 said:

    I’m speechless. This may the first time….

    You. You. You. It is all I can think of.

    This was the most perfect way to start my evening.
    Tonight I’ll be thinking of you every time my inner senses shine. I can’t wait to attach you to that energy.

    You have yourself a deal, a partner, a friend, a lover, a muse, and all my excitement.
    I have missed you so. Welcome home.
    In me, in me.

    Please talk to Lovely lots tonight, I was sad not to see her before I left, but also grateful I got to see this….kiss her for me.

    *and please help the Elf. He is currently homeless and starving. ;o)

    I love and admire you. Thank YOU.


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